The marriage of Justin Bieber and Hailey Bieber may have looked beautiful from the beginning, but it seems like they did not have a honeymoon period.
In an interview with GQ, the pop star said he walks a lot “on eggshells”.
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“The first year of the marriage was very difficult because there was a lot going back to the trauma stuff. There was just a lack of trust,” he said. “There were all these things you did not want to admit to the person you were with because it was scary. You do not want to scare it off by saying, ‘I’m scared.
Justin, 27, said he admits he is ‘obliged’ to get married and have children.
“I just felt like it was my calling. Just to get married and have babies and do the whole thing,” he said.
Over time, Justin began to realize that he had a true partner in Hailey, whom he married in the fall of 2019.
“We just create these moments for ourselves as a couple, as a family, that we build up these memories,” he said. “And it’s nice that we have it to look forward to. Before, I did not look forward to it in my life. My home life was unstable. I did not have an important person. I did not have someone to love. “I did not have anyone to drop in. But now I have it.”
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And he and Hailey plan to bring little Biebers ‘finally’ into the world, but ‘not this second’, he says.
In the GQ interview, the “Justice” singer also touched on his faith, suggesting that it helped him get through his well-documented fight and run-up to the law.
“He is grace. I have come to a place where I just like, ‘God, if you really are, I must help myself, because I can not do it alone. Like, I struggle so Every decision I make, come from my own selfish ego, ” he said. “So I’m just like, ‘What do you want from me? You put all these desires in my heart that I should sing and perform and make music – where does it come from? Why is it in my heart? What’s the point? What’s the point of it all? What’s the point of me being on this planet? ‘
He continued, “I just kept trusting what He said and what He said to me. And I just believe He’s talking to me. It’s not audible. I do not hear His audible voice. I do not know if people do not do it.I know people have said it, and in the Bible it talks about it, but I just never heard it. Do not do this. Or: Set these boundaries. “
He’s just doing it now. He does not work a certain time and he has a routine.
“It’s just rewarding to be everything you’ve designed,” he said. “And I believe that at this point in my life, I’m just where I’re supposed to be doing what I believe God wants me to do. And there’s nothing more fulfilling.”
And he has a good wife by his side.