Justin Bieber revealed about the struggle to be a young pop star and his drug use in the past, and in a new interview said that his bodyguards would sneak into his room at night and check his pulse to make sure he was still alive .
There was a feeling of still longing for more. It was as if I had achieved all this success, and it was still like: I’m still sad and still in pain. And I still have these unresolved issues. And I thought all the success was going to make everything good. “And so the drug was a drug for me just to go through,” he told GQ magazine.
While Bieber struggled, he had some issues with the law and showed some erratic behavior. The ‘Sorry’ singer (27) told GQ that there are people in the industry who ‘prey’ on others’ insecurity and this has made him angry.
“And then you’re this young angry person who had these big dreams, and then the world darkens you and makes you a person you don’t want to be,” he explained. ‘And then one day you wake up and your relationships are f —– up and you’re unhappy and you have all this success in the world, but you’re just like,’ Well, what’s it worth if I ‘? are empty? ‘
Bieber said he sometimes longed for a sense of normalcy during his career. The singer described one case when he and his friend hid his passport in the hope that he could take time.
“The record company is startled and says, ‘You have to do the’ Today ‘show next week and you can not find your passport.” It takes a certain number of days to get a new passport. “But I just did something to be normal at that point,” he said.
Bieber finally admits that he hid his passport and continues his appearance in the “Today” show.
The singer also opened the magazine on his health issues. Last year, he revealed he had Lyme disease.
“To be honest, I’m much healthier and have had a lot of things going on,” he said. ‘I had mono, and I have Lyme disease. But I also navigated a lot of emotional areas, which had a lot to do with it. And we like to blame a lot of things on other things. Sometimes … Many times it’s just your own stuff. ‘
The pop star now concedes his relationship with God and his marriage to Hailey, the woman, because he helped him on a better path.
“My home life was unstable,” Bieber said of falling in love with Baldwin. “Like my home life did not exist. I did not have an important person. I did not have someone to love. I did not have someone to collapse in. But now I have it. “
About his faith, Bieber said he believes God is “grace” and “every time we get confused, he picks us up every time.”
“That’s how I look at it. And it’s like, ‘I made a mistake.’ I will not stay in it. I’m not ashamed. But it actually makes me want to do better,” he said.
