- Billie Eilish’s documentary, “The World’s a Little Blurry”, will be released on Apple TV + on Friday.
- The film gives an intimate look at Eilish’s relationship with rapper 7: AMP, which she calls ‘Q’.
- No one has ever confirmed that they are dating. Eilish broke up with him in June 2019.
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Billie Eilish’s documentary gives fans their first close look at her relationship with Brandon Quention Adams, a songwriter and rapper who records as 7: AMP, though Eilish calls him ‘Q’.
‘Billie Eilish: The World’s a Little Blurry’, which hit Apple TV + on Friday, describes Eilish’s incredible rise from the “Ocean Eyes” virality in 2016 to the 2020 Grammy Awards.
Adams first appeared in recordings from late 2018, when Eilish was 16. After a clip from her radio interview With KROQ’s “Kevin and Bean” – when she said that a boyfriend would not compare to her love for Justin Bieber in childhood, it is shown that Eilish embraces Adams and says that he looks ‘good as hell’.
Throughout the documentary, she can also be seen holding hands during her 17th birthday party and confessing her love for him by telephone.
Eilish celebrates her 17th birthday on December 18, 2018.
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The film shows how Eilish becomes increasingly frustrated with her demanding tour schedule and his distant behavior
While behind the scenes during her February 2019 concert in Paris, Eilish said she felt ‘lonely’ and ‘miserable’ on Valentine’s Day.
Eilish kept photos of her then boyfriend in a hidden folder on her iPhone.
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“V do nothing?” asks a member of her team.
“Haven’t you got anything yet,” Eilish replied. “And the night before he was really weird and far and s —.”
“It was absolutely fine, we were wonderful,” she continued. ‘But then they had this plan to go to Big Bear [Lake in California], as the whole group would go to Big Bear. I was just like, ‘You know what, enjoy it, do not worry about me, I’m miserable, and I miss you, and I wish you would talk to me, and I have no one else to talk to.’ “
Adams and Eilish during her Spotify pop-up in March 2019.
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Two months later, she regrets his absence during preparations for her 2019 Coachella performance.
“I said, ‘I’m getting tickets for this, and the agreement is that you should spend time with me. You should see me if I’m going to let you come for free,'” she told her brother. , Finneas O’Connell. “Haven’t seen him in two and a half days.”
Adams finally appears in her dressing room, where Eilish serenades him with her song ‘Xanny’.
Eilish and Adams behind the scenes at Coachella in April 2019.
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After her series, which was widely praised by critics and fans, Eilish does not seem satisfied with her performance. She spoke to Adams by telephone and asked if he could come and see her, to which he apparently replied, “I will try.”
After she hung up, she threw her phone on the ground.
About halfway through the film, Eilish tells a friend that Adams broke his hand by hitting a wall
“I’m trying to get him to go to therapy,” she told her friend Zoe. “He’s so self-destructive.”
After Eilish got her driver’s license, she went straight to the studio to see Adams ‘and his broken hand’.
Shortly thereafter, however, she revealed that she was writing a song with Finneas about a failed relationship.
“If I’m away from you / I’m happier than ever / Wish I could explain it better / Wish it was not true,” they sang.
Eilish with her longtime girlfriend, Zoe Donahoe, during an event for her 2019 tour.
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In the next scene, behind the scenes during her June 2019 concert in New York, Eilish explains why she recently broke up with Adams.
“I just was not happy. And I did not want the same things he wanted, and I do not think it is fair to him,” she said. “I do not think you should be in a relationship, very excited about certain things that the other person can not care less about.”
“And there was just a lack of effort, I think. I was literally just like, ‘Dude, you do not even have enough love to love yourself, you can not love me. And you have not. Like, you think you do. ”
“I do love him, which made it harder,” she added. “Because I’m not about him. I did not find anyone else. I did not stop loving him. I just spent some time away from him and I was like, ‘Wow. I miss you so much because I’m worried about you all the time. ”
Eilish cried that night as she performed ‘I Love You’, a heartbreaking ballad from her 2019 album.
Fans have long been aware of her friendship with Adams, though none of them have confirmed they are dating
Eilish was to appear on the front page for his debut project, 2019’s “Bleaupro”, as well as several promotional photos, which spurred romance in her fandom.
—Billie Eilish Updates (@eilishupdates) February 18, 2019
—Billie Eilish Updates (@eilishupdates) February 20, 2019
Adams also posted several photos of Eilish on Instagram, where his username was @mtvsevenamp. He apparently deactivated his account on Tuesday.
—Billieupdated (@billieupdated) 26 April 2019
The pair can stay on good footing
After their breakup, Adams posted a photo of Eilish in December 2019 and wished her a happy birthday.
—Billie Eilish Updates (@eilishupdates) December 19, 2019
However, Eilish told GQ in 2020 that she had never felt ‘longed for’ in a relationship.
“My old boyfriends never made me feel desirable. None of them,” Eilish said. “And it’s a big thing in my life that I feel like I’ve never been physically wanted by anyone.”
She also told Roman Breakfast, Capital Kemp, that she regrets being able to take a look at her dating life.
“I mean, I had relationships and kept it private,” Eilish said during a remote appearance on the radio program in September. “And even the ones I had, and like the small amount I have shown the world, I regret. ‘
“And it’s like: if it’s going bad? And then everyone has this whole opinion about your relationship that they have no idea about. So it’s not something I’m interested in.”