Former Bachelor Colton Underwood has not spoken to his ex-girlfriend Cassie Randolph about being gay after their tumultuous break last year.
“I do not know if I will ever get the chance to sit down and talk to her,” Underwood, 29, said on “Nightline” on Wednesday in an extended version of his interview with Robin Roberts. “I would like to. I want to say sorry for how things ended.”
After the former NFL player and Randolph (25) announced their split, she accused him of chasing her and obtained a temporary restraining order against him, which has since been lifted.
Underwood admitted on “Nightline” that he became ‘confused’ and ‘made a lot of bad choices’ after they divorced because he struggled with his sexuality.
“I made mistakes at the end of the relationship, and I ruined the good memories we had through my actions and what I did to keep straight, because I did not want to look at myself in the mirror,” he said. he said. “That’s why I’m so sorry.”
Underwood came out as gay during his interview with Roberts, 60. The first part of their emotional sit-up aired earlier Wednesday on “Good Morning America.”
The reality TV star has revealed to him how his battle with his sexuality led him to consider suicide. He also publicly apologized to Randolph for his past actions during the “GMA” part of the conversation.
‘It made it more confusing for me. “I loved everything about her,” he said. “I wish I was brave enough to correct myself before breaking someone else.”
The pair first split in August 2019, but decided to try things out again until it ends in May 2020 forever.
Randolph’s representative did not immediately respond to Page Six’s request for comment.