Bam Margera only went on for an almost ten-minute tirade – about his own suicidal thoughts, and about being angry, he was excluded from ‘Jackass 4’.
Bam played against the studio and producers behind the ‘Jackass’ franchise … claiming that they used his ideas for the new film, but did not include him in it. He begged fans, “If anyone cares about me, don’t go watch their movie” – and ask for money to make a competitive project.
As you can see in the series of videos that Bam posted, which has since been deleted, things took a very serious turn when he talked about previously suicidal thoughts. He said things got so bad … his wife, Nikki Boyd, found him online and searched how to fasten a noose. At one point in one of the videos … he almost seems to vomit.
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Bam, who has struggled in the past drug abuse, said ‘Jackass’ put him through hell for a year and a half … and he claims he was forced to take antidepressants while filming past projects. He says he found happiness again after moving to San Diego and getting off the medicine.
It is very relevant that Bam admitted that he smothered a glass of wine and 7 beers before posting these videos. He said it was ironic that he could not be in ‘Jackass’ because he claimed he said he was a jackass on TMZ. . He also referred to himself as a villain.
As we reported … Bam experienced a series of bizarre episodes that a entering into arrest, a relapse episode, rehabilitation en a look at “Dr. Phil.”